There's always those moments in life that you are not a fan of. It could be an accident that you get into, that moment when you get pulled over for speeding, the conversation you weren't ready for with a loved one, or maybe the realization that your food sucks and your gonna have to annoy that waitress one more time. All of those are not ideal and we run into those situations almost every single day. Yesterday was one of those days for me. I ended up having to have a conversation with my partner and it was not something that I wanted to. It was one of those conversations I could have happily avoided but I also knew that avoiding it might make the situation worse for both of us. 

So after work yesterday we both walked to target and discussed what we wanted to do. To be truthful it was not what I wanted to do and I expected it to go a lot worse then it did. Luckily I have a healthy relationship and it seemed to go as smoothly as it could. Of course, I would also have liked for the way it ended to have been different but, I will take what I can get. 

My life has always been crazy and I always try to look for the brighter side of things but sometimes it can get difficult to keep looking forward. Sometimes your emotions can make things hazy and can make you uncertain and can even make what could have been a smooth situation into a highly unwanted situation. I think on both ends we reacted in the best of ways and even though I am nervous about what will happen next I am also hopeful for what is to come. 

Sometimes all you can do is just keep your head high and keep marching forward.