Im a mixture of emotions. I leave tomorrow to start on this long journey. I know overall that things will work out and that it will be super awesome once I am there But I think right now I am nervous about the anticipation of what is to come. Its all a huge question mark and even though I have done a ton of research and seen all the good reviews, I cant help but wonder what could happen. When you are going somewhere you have never been it makes you wonder about everything and anything. You begin to question yourself and think to much about what is to come. 

Of course I get like this with anything new. A new tattoo, a new piercing, a new state park. Everything always turns out fine but I cant help but wonder about all the possibilities. 

I know that I need this trip and I know that this will also help me grow as a person. Not only from the experience but also from the lessons I will learn. This world is so vast and it has so many things to teach us. I really do think that to grow as a person you have to move around and travel. Not only so that you cna see new places and be filled with all the wonders of the world but so you can also meet people from all over the world and expand your knowledge as a person. For the past four years I have been expanding myself and learning now only who I am but also what this world holds for me. It is full of all kinds of possibilities, places of beauty, and people who will change your life in so many different ways. 

So here I come New Zealand. I can't wait to expand myself more, meet people, and be more true to myself then ever before.