These past few days have been fun and yet at the same time rough. Right now I am in the middle of making a decision that I am not 100% sure on. I am trying so hard to keep it together and to make sure that what I do is right for me. With that being said I just want to let everyone know that if you are going through a tough time that it is ok to step away from whatever is driving you crazy. Its ok to take that moment to walk away, breathe, and re-center yourself. I personally am going through this and I have actually put my phone on airplane mode because of how crazy it is getting. Sometimes we get lost in the chaos that we don't know where we are and we don't know what to do. Sometimes we think that we know but really we don't.
I haven't felt the way I do now in a long time and I can say that I Hate that I am where I am. I hate that I am back to this place that I never wanted to be in. I hate that I am going through so much stupid crap that I cant even get a second to breathe.
When I was nineteen I made a promise to myself that I would put me, my happiness, and my life in front of everything else. That I would take care of myself and make sure that I got the love I deserve. That I would find someone as equally as amazing and excepting as I am. There are some parts of my own promise that I have forgotten and I can feel it in myself that I am doing something wrong. So I am taking the time to think things through, weighing everything out and just trying my best to move in the direction I wanna go in.
If you are going through a tough time and you need that space, let yourself have it cause there is only so much that one human being can handle and breaking down and not being able to get back up is never the answer.
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