There’s something about feeling the urge to leave and see new places that starts to make a person shifty. 

Recently I have been having a hard time sleeping and I think it’s because of my dreams. They have been pretty vivid and a lot of them have to deal with me traveling around the world and doing all kinds of new things. I’ve seen myself horseback riding down a mountain side, skydiving into the waters of Hawaii, learning swordsmanship on a mountain in a foreign land, and even just enjoying the snow with a hot cup of coffee in my hands in some magical place. I have had dreams that have made it hard to think straight. Even at work I am still wondering what I am missing while I stay in a chocolate shop. I have so many things I want to learn, so many experiences I want to do and get to know....the world is wide open and I am here. 

It’s hard. It’s really hard for me to stay still when I want so much. Some call that being greedy but I think its just in my nature. I’m not one to sit still and I am not one to be easily fulfilled. I want to know more than the basics. I want to be a part of the world as it is. I want to learn and experience all kinds of emotions and to take that into myself as a human and live everyday knowing I am doing what I love...that is the ultimate goal. 

I know 2018 will be the year I will start my journey and the year I will start to learn what the world has in store for me. I feel it in my bones and I can’t wait to start down that path.