It’s been about two weeks since I started my new workout program. I think it is going pretty well and I’m really impressed that I am actually doing it and keeping up with it. Every day I rotate my exercises so that I can target all of my muscles. I want to tone them and get my body to a place where I feel at my most confident. I still run on a regular basis, I just now have other exercises that I can do in about ten minutes. My rotation consists of arms, legs, yoga, and running. Those four get rotated and I decide that day what I am feeling. Some days I feel more arms then my legs since I technically do have two exercises that give the legs a good workout. 

In this amount of time I can say that I do feel like the exercises are working. I see a little bit of difference in my biceps and I feel a little bit stronger than before. I do need to lose a few pounds and that has been a challenge for me. I’m in a between stage where I want to lose the weight but I can’t seem to get it to go down enough to where I am satisfied. I just have to keep trying. It’s a few pounds and I know that it will happen. 

As for everything else with this program I am really happy that I have been able to do it successfully and I am happy with the results I have seen. Two weeks doesn’t seem very long but I can say that it has been a journey to get here. Sometimes just starting with one day at a time and slowly building up is more successful then setting a goal that is too big to complete. 

In five days I will be seeing Icon For Hire in concert...again. I think this is my fourth time actually seeing them play live. Two of those experiences (including this one) are VIP so it’s kind of exciting to see them again. Icon For Hire takes their VIP very seriously and it’s such a wonderful thing to see and it really makes me happy. For their VIP experience you have to act fast because they only allow up to 20 people at most to get VIP. Once you have the VIP tickets, wait the time it takes for the concert and then get to the venue it takes all but a few minutes to realize how serious they take their VIP Fans. 

The first time I experienced VIP I was actually very nervous because I had my camera with me and I thought they were going to search me and then send me back to my car. My car, by the way, was a ten minute walk back and I knew that if they sent me back that I would miss this experience. For some odd reason they didn’t search and just let it go. Once I got inside I got to meet the band, take pictures and from there they had us shout out which songs we wanted them to play. From there they made a set list as they signed our posters. 

This year I have the whole set up. I’m going to have the camera, the gopro (even though I am sure I won’t get anything in the dark), and lots of SD cards. Last time I underestimated how many photos I was gonna take so I didn’t pack more items. I can see it all happening now and I am so pumped. I wonder which songs Ariel will sing and I wonder what photos I can capture this year. I have more experience and they will know who I am this time. I am so ready to go to this concert and for a few hours just sing and dance to a band that I cherish. 

What bands have you seen live? 

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Hey you guys! So I have Four pieces that are all for sale and need new homes. They are all within reasonable price ranges and all of them have different feels to them. This is part of the new art form that I have been trying and so far you guys seem to really enjoy this new form. If You guys keep purchasing them then I will keep making them. I really enjoy playing with colors and tying in my emotions to the actual painting. These are so much fun and they really do make people ask questions. 

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I remember my Grandfather's funeral really well. It was thanksgiving and when he passed away I knew that my family was going to have a hard time. At that time my girlfriend was with me and she made sure that I stayed stable the entire time. I got along with my Grandfather more than I do my grandmother and honestly I am not sure why. To this day I think I am still on better terms with Grandpa then Grandma. 

In any case the service was really nice and I had to go up on stage and speak a line at my grandfather’s funeral. My grandmother had insisted and with much effort and sadness I managed to get the lines out. It was the only time during the entire service where I almost lost my calm and collected self. Truth be told I was probably more collected then most people are at funeral services. Even when my Dad did Grandpas obituary I felt like it was a perfect way to send him off. 

Now my family is very weird. Specifically my father and I. I remember that we had talked about how he would like to be sent off. We had talked about several different options and I told him that I would send him off like Darth Vader was but do it on a floating device over the water. I would make it epic for him. He didn’t seem to mind, as long as his ashes made it to the ocean he was ok with it. 

My Grandpa's service was nice and very fulfilling for the kind of man that he was. My grandpa didn’t want to be buried and of course my Grandma does. So she did something that I am not sure was entirely up 100% up to what Grandpa wanted but then again marriage is about compromise. My grandma got my Grandpa cremated but then his ashes were buried. Way to go Grandma, always finding  a way to make you both happy. 

After my Grandpa's passing we had to deal with the family drama that came from my aunt, I had to hold off my girlfriend from bashing her face in, and of course deal with my cousin and her friends at the same time. It was hectic and not my cup of tea. I wanted to have a time where we could mourn him and all my family was either super sad and in the process getting ready for dinner or getting up to cloud nine to forget how sad we all are. I left and went on a walk and when I returned my family was ready to eat and honor my Grandfather with a toast. 

Sometimes I wonder how I will be sent off. Who will read my obituary. If anyone will care when im gone. I mean, I am sure all of us have thought about it and have imagined it at one time or another. Life is so amazing and I wonder if when you die its black or if you go somewhere else. 

Only the dead will know that answer.