I finally made it Tulsa Oklahoma. Right now I am sitting with my childhood friend catching up on all the **** we went through in our lives. Quite literally. We both are so similar and we both have been through so much that our stories could almost be identical. Its nuts what can happen and how similar people can be to one another. of course for us both this is a emotional roller coaster. We both were attached to the hip and we both wanted to live the same life and sadly I am the only one that is living the life we both dreamed of. 

I'm so happy to be sitting next to her. To know that she is alive and well. Right now she is going through some stuff, like we all do and I am just happy to be here and to tell her that she is amazing and that she is a wonderful person inside and out. Of course she also has two kids and is trying to support the life for herself and the life of her child. She is fighting to figure herself out while also trying to teach this little human how to be the best he can be. I am so thrilled to be here and I am so happy that I get to be apart of her life again. 

Today we are going out to explore and we are going to talk and catch up and live the best life that sisters can. We are going to fill our phones with pictures and use my camera to be the goofy friends that we are. We are going to pick up where we left off and just enjoy life because you know, that's what friends do. You catch up, you talk ****, you have a drink or two and you just live. 

Life is so good that I don't want to leave it. I literally don't want this trip to end.